get to meet bby yest and today.
two days straight.
thats like rare laaa.
and im treasuring every moment.
pick me up from school yest.
awww so sweet.
heeeh.
suppose to eat the famous HOLLYWOOD ice kachang.
but but its close!
wtf.
how can it be close?
alaaa.
but nvm theres always tmr.
soon ya bby.
went foodculture after that.
eat eat eat.
then go home.
THE NEXT DAY.
guess what.
i bought vans era yet again.
this time is hotRED.
wicked aee?
im so loving that shoe.
and it cost 49bucks.
cheap or what.
so so.
went home after that.
change and straight away go out to pick bby up from school.
and yet again i didnt use perfume cause i was late!
need to rush.
dont want to keep her waiting!
haha right.
so so.
supposingly i was suppose to take 966.
but i miss the bus.
stupid traffic light!
arghhhhh.
you know how long it takes to wait fer 966!
so decided to take train no choice cause i was aldy late.
FASTFORWARD!
reached rp.
went to meet azmi first and we went to AGORA hall?
i thnk haaa.
whatever it is.
bby appeared.
went rounding rounding.
thn exit our way to school.
trained to town.
and we ate BK.
like finally.
mcm biasa i ate whooper meal(fav oi)
and bby ate RENDANG burger.
tak habis habis!
tak jelak ke tweet?
haha.
thn went to fareast jap.
windowshop fer shoes.
and went home.
well that was it.
but i really treasure those moments.
its not everyday i can see her.
and its was rare uh cause we meet 2days straight.
i miss her badly now.
i really do.
better sayd i miss her everysecond of my life.
its true.
i never felt as deep as this before.
we're just meant fer each others.
iLOVEyou bby.


*FOREVERERMA<3*

im piss
im angry
and yet im sorry
for everythng.
i should have told you.
but i just dont want to.
cause shes not important.
to me.
i know shes my x.
but that was the past.
that was a year ago.
she was a mistake.
she really is.
i love you now.
i love you so much.
believe that cause its true.
sorry bout just now.
i should have told you earlier.
it was a mistake.

iloveyou.

currently webcaming with tweet.

wooo having fun.

love you bby.

miss you lots.

would you make a difference in the world?

Dear Erma,


you are my first love.

i hope you will be my last.

i only want you and no one else.

and that is a fact i swear.

our love for each other is beautiful and true.

and all i can say is I LOVE YOU.

when i first met you i was so fucking shy.

i couldnt even hold your hand and kiss you goodbye.

but after a while i start to fall in love with you even more.

and the next thing i know i am attached to you.

you know how happy i am erma?

to be with you and no one else.

you make my world go round.

you love me like theres no tmr.

you were there for me when i needed you here.

i will always feel your presence here with me.

what would i do w/o you erma.

i will be lost if youre not here.

my life would suck w/o you.

no one else did all this but you.

you know how special you are to me.

to be in my heart that will never fade away.

now we are together and our LOVE is still strong.

and i wont disappoint you bby thats a fact and its true.

so far it looks like we are meant to be.

and hey I LOVE YOU!




HAPPY 4mthsarry bby.
I LOVE YOU so much!




Love, Azlan

bored bored bored.
thinking thinking thinking.
cant sleep cant sleep cant sleep.
hmmm.
im schooling today.
im so hating school right now.
its so stressful.
i mean the work and stuff.
its killing me uh.
but nvm.
its goona be worth it.
its all for the future i guess.
hmm.
starting at 12 in the afternoon.
cause of changed timetable made today.
i hope it wont affect friday.
cause meeting tweet on that day.
hopefully.
and and cant wait for tmr.
its our 4mthsarry.
time flies ya tweet.
and we're eating ice kachang together.
how romantic -_-"
hahaha.
so cant wait for tmr.
haaaa.







p.s: always& have been devoted to you.

had so much fun yest.

went rp to pick bby up.

its not that far afterall.

so went to town after that.

went to borders to get her sis

belated birthday present.

1week late.

sorry iqah.

anwys we bought a novel titled lucy in the sky .

hope its a good book.

so after that went makan at puncak.

and we kinda argued rght bby?

selalu jee nak argue where to eat tau you!!

you know i dont like CAHAYA kan!

then we went mustafa like finally!

bbys frst time seh.

so we search around for perfumes for my moms

birthday next month.

so stressing.

i mean is it that hard to find perfumes!

grrrr.

atlast we found 2 perfumes that we might buy.

its BURBERRY & DAVIDOFF.

smell soooo good uh gosh.

feel like getting one soon.

then went to meet luqman at bugis.

proceed to arab street to get myself a wallet.

but it kinda look ugly.

and decided not to buy.

what a waste of time.

after that we went to ah mei to eat.

i bought braised chicken noodle.

and it suckssss!

butbut lucky theres bby

she finishes my food

thanks bby!

loveyou.

regreted buying uh.

should have bought chicken chop!

nbcb.

and finally bused to esplanade to watch a performance

we dont even know .

haha.

but wth.

their from indo.

and i love indo band.

they rocks.

hmmm whats their band eh.

erm cosy street corner.

so ya.

i so love their music

they rock my sock off.

hahaha.

we took off at 930

reach pr around 10plus.

ada hati you nak i balik and not send you.

haaaaa.

jgn harap that will not happen you know.

hahaha

i wont let you go home alone.

i need to keep you safe bby.

cheyy.

what a day ya tweet!

i so love yest uh i mean we got to spend the

whole day together!

so rare ya.

iloveyou so much bby.

where we you when i needed you badly.

i need you badly just now.

i called and you didnt pick.

i wana hear your voice

cause i really really miss you

but maybe ur just busy with orientation.

idk.

i dont even know what time you went back.

you didnt even msg me when youre otw home.

maybe ur phone might be flat?

are you that busy today.

i wont even know how busy youre gona be when you start school.

setakat mcm ni je dah busy.

just so you know i really miss you and need you badly i swear.

i need your comfort and love.

wher are you, what are you doing now?

we hardly msg today.

we didnt even talk the whole day.

i didnt get to hear your voice the whole day.

im so sad right now.

i got lotsa stuff gg on in my head.

im so stressing up.

i dont even know what to do

w/o you comforting me right now.

i miss you badly ermaa.

still soo disappointed is myself.

so not over it.

and im getting more piss off then yest!

idk why im acting all bad towards everyone!

esp my love ones.

this is affecting me and my lifee alott!

hope nothing goes wrong.

hopefully.

and i want to be left alone.

pls leave me alone.

before something horribly goes wrong.

had a FUCKING bad day today.

went to school.

played some games.

suppose to end at 3

but instead end at 4!

went home straight.

prepare for soccer

that starts at 830.

i was so rushing

cause suppose to meet the whole team at 630.

this wher the story starts!

we played against kebun baru(what a name)

we took the lead first.

then the second goal came

but it was conceded by us.

i mean me!!

it was my fault uh.

if i just didnt lose the ball

they wouldnt hav scored!

haaaaaa.

i played so bad that i request my ownself to be sub

i just couldnt take it.

eventually we lost 3-1!

i played so FUCKING bad today uh i swear!

first time i played so badlyyy.

ARGHHHHHHH!!!

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!

how could this happen?

is it because i was tired

cause i was from school.

i feel like not playing soccer anymore uh.

but must be positive.

i think i had bad today i swear!!

this sunday i have friendly against idk who.

i hope i wont play as bad as just now!



p.s: im still so so DISAPPOINTED in myself!

school was so AWESOME.

didnt expect its gg to be this fun.

anwys i reach school at 930.

thanks alot sot.

grrr.

head to the hall.

sign our names.

and guess what sots name is not in the list.

O'OH!

hahaha.

how can it not be on the list?

we applied together,

went to the interview together,

rcieve our letter together.

haha.

sot sot.

for a moment there i tot you were not selected!

haha.

go to the office for further checking.

apparently he did get in.

YAY.

but not on the same class tho.

we all go our own ways.

so sad.

went to class.

talk bout our timetable.

and and guess what.

everyday friday is a holiday for me!

WOOOO!

theres no lesson on friday.

WICKED.

4days of school bby!

hahaha.

this is the best uh.

then we went to a talk.

what a waste of time.

planning to cabot.

but suddenly hear bbys voice saying,

"YOU CABOT IM GOONA KILL YOU AZLAN"

woah i wouldnt want that to happen :)

haha.

finally we went back to the hall.

played some games.

esp icebreaker i think.

it is the funniest game uh,

i mean you need to memorize everyones names.

how hard is that?

i only remember hmmmm

i love izam, win wan, mangkuk min(haha),

king kamarul, AMAZING azlan(me),

sotong saiful.

thats all.

haha

its so funny.

made new friends!

alot of them.

ended at 3plus and all of us went home.

cant believe that im saying this.

i cant wait for school tmr.

what a day today.
went to safra to play soccer.
and finally get to test my new ADIDAS boot
that i bought at queensway ALONE.
but bby accompany me thru the phone
thanks bby loveyou.
anyways it was raining heavily just now!
and and guess what me and FAIRUZ
actually stole a UMBRELLA outside ppls house.
gosh!
im so not gg in jail for a stupid UMBRELLA.
hahaha.
but but we returned it soon after we're done.
so ya.

overall had a WICKED day today.

why must this even happen.
seriously.
dont you know that youre not suppose to reply him?
does it even occur to you that we make a deal.
you dont know how dissapointed i am now.
i didnt expect this from you.
i thot you were diff.
i seriously do.
i even trust you.
not as much as im supppose to
but i did trust you erma i did.
and till you told me everything.
how am i suppose to trust you now?
you tell me, how?
now its all back to square one.
you need to regain my trust back towards you.
you think its easy?
youll always say i wont do it again.
i wont i wont.
i promise.
and yet?
you buat lagi.
is it so hard to remember.
i dont even know what to say to you.
im speehless.
you know maybe my friends are rght.
they say you cant trust them to much.
sooner or later things will happen.
and youll regret everything.
ill always defend you if they talk bout us.
ill say how nice you are and you wont even do anything
bad to hurt me.
i know cause i love you&trust you.
but in the end what happen?
i kena maki kena marah by them.
but still ill defend you cause i love you.
everytime we argue i feel that our relationship is tearing apart.
dont you think?
i dont want this to happen.
its hard for me.
half of me wants to forgive you.
another half wants me not to forgive you.
im confuse!
i dont know what to do!
you sayd you wont do it again.
should i trust you erma?
im scrd to even trust you.
im scrd it will happen again.
and this time ill for sure lose you!
i know ill do.
my ego is so strong that ill do anythng that i cant cntrol.
i dont want this to happen to us erma.
i love you with all my life.
i seriously do.
losing you know.
will destroy everything that i got.
im begging you.
please please dont do this ever again.
please dont destroy what we got now.
its to beautiful to destroy.
we are meant for each other!
so please dont do this mistake again.
im scrd of losing you i really do.
its gg to be a big fight this time if it happens again.
so please okay dont ever do this again.
i swear ill love you with all my life and i never ever want to lose you!

Finally she went to meet my MOM.

not that bad ae bby?

told you shes nice right.

2nd time coming soon?

hahaha.

and so we're off to sentosa with friends and bby.

first time to sentosa with youu.

then played card games that involve money!

grrr.


after that went to swim with friends

it was so fun,

we played wrestling doing backflips make jokes!

it was so funny.

our loud laughter tells it all.

hahahahah.

right bby?

unfortunately bby cant swim cause of some reason.

grrr wasted.

feeling any regret bby?

i mean its not everyday that we're gg to sentosa rght?

then went to showered at 430.

cannot take it aldy

my face was in pain and burning.

hmmmm

is it due to sunburn.

cant be i mean it was not that hot while we were in the water.

so yaaaa.

after that we made our way to vivo,

chilled for awhile till 630

went we made our way to pr park to go to bbys class pit.

and and im so sorry bby bout wad happen in the train

omg very very sorry.

seriously that was so tak sengaje!

i mean i seriously lost balance while the train was stopping.

its not my fault its the train seriously.

and bby you should stop with your hands

next time not with your head

hahahaha

da kuat eh syg!!

but im so so sorry

wont happen again.

should hold on to the railing next time =)

haha.

anwys reach to bbys class pit.

was so malu that time

and i was so so so so tired by then.

didnt sleep for the past 2days!

had a ENJOYING day overall with everyone

and esp bby!

thanks for the wonderfull day enjoyed it alot!

I LOVE YOU so much ERMA i really do.



p.s: we should have take a swim bby.

finally back from town with my "BITCH''

hahaha.

finally after sooo long.

firstly we head to puncak.

cause somebody was so so hungry.

right bby?

haha

then we went to borders

to find iqahs birthday presents.

and its soooo stressing.

i didnt know finding books was soo this hard.

GRRRRRR.

but anything for iqah right.

so i and bby planned to buy her a novel.

theres 3 choices.

and all the novel sounds interesting.

we didint even know what to choose.

its either " sister mine, lucy in the sky or pretty little mistake.

hmmmmm.

but theres a high chance we're picking sister mine.

cause it sounds interesting.

then after that we went straight to lucky plaza.

this time search for my moms bdae present!

lucky i have bby cause we're sharing money to get her perfumes.

when we reach the first shop

the auntie there was sooo fuckup OMG!

bad service sia!

NBCB!

haha.

i mean i was saying i was browsing through.

and say im buying either next mth.

how can the auntie say got money then come!

cb!!

so piss off uh.

grrrr.

luckily the 2nd shop that we went was so polite and good!

haaaaa.

and finally decided wad to buying

erm wads the name of the perfume eh?

its either i forgot or dont know how to spell.

haha.

After that we planned to go mustafa centre

but bby need to go back before 6 so ya.

basically the day ends there.

had a great day today with bby.

meet you on sat ya.

LOVEyou lots.





" Everynight b4 i go to sleep

I'll look thru your pics.

Its cause i missed you so

and i just wanna see your face before i go to sleep.

So incase if i fail to wake up to a new dawn.

I'll nvr forgot you.

Love, erma "

p.s: AWWWW bby youre the sweestest ILYF!

Urghh.

Unsucessful APRIL FOOL prank today!

It would turn out the BEST prank i ever plan.

But well it didnt turn out great.

Thanks to my cousin.

I mean dont you know how to act sad if let say,

Your cousin turn up in the hospital.

After a "BAD ACCIDENT" -_-

And we didnt even pass the first stage!

Grrrr.

HAHA.

Nevermind theres always next year.

In like 365days to go!!!





p.s: i'll get you next year i SWEAR!